HAPPY FOR NO REASON!

         I refuse to let the little things in life bother me anymore.
         I refuse to let the events in which I cannot change bother me anymore.
         I refuse to give into spontaneous anger & rage.

         I just refuse!!!!!

         I constantly pray & ask God to give me grace & keep me humble.
         I asked of him just the other day if he would control my tongue & help me to watch
         what comes out of my mouth.
         I find my self looking up to the skies and talking to myself quite often these days!
         Am I really talking to God?

         If so, I hope he is listening!

         I sometimes dream of being rich so that I can give money away!!!
         Is it just me or does everyone think this way?
         I often wonder if I am too nice & if I will ever get tired of wanting to always do
         the right thing.

         Do nice guys always finish last? It sure does seem that way sometimes!

         I am not exactly where I want to be in my life right now.
         I have so many unresolved issues.
         I am confused about a lot of things.
         The paint on my car is peeling and I just lost my grandfather!

         I am happy as hell right now & I don't know why!

         I don't have a dollar to my name at this point in time yet,,,,,,,,,
        
         I am completely & without a doubt glowing with happiness!